People are such hypocrites, even the ones who spend all their time saying they are not, they are. Everyone just tries too hard and it sucks. People complain they don’t have a best friends or any friends and then when someone tries to be a friend and listen to what they have to say and be everything they fucking wished for, they push them away and/or walk all over them. I hate the fact that some of my “friends” aren’t actually friends at all, they are only my friends when it’s easier for them or good for them. I hate the fact that someone just can’t sit there for a second and just fucking listen to me for once, even if they aren’t interested. What about me.What about the fact I listen to you blab on and on about things I really couldn’t give a shit about, but I listen anyways. Did you forget that I actually at least try to care, I try to be there for you, I try and help you? What aboutme. What about me? Did you forget I was still here, that I still care, that I still was a great fucking friend to you? Sure, I’m annoying, and sure you definitely are too, but that doesn’t matter, you don’t give me the time of day to even know what I am like anymore or how I am. All you know is what works for you.
